Made to Crave - Introduction Post
30,000 people seems like more people than I have ever seen in one place at one time... but as to why I have signed up to be a small number in that large number. I am headed to the two years anniversary of the day I walked out the door from an abusive relationship. And just this past year did I stumble almost by accident on "Unglued" and found it drawing me to God in ways that I didn't even know could exist. And then signed up for the last study of "A Confident Heart" and learned even more than I could have from just reading the book. And "Made to Crave" is touching on a subject that I have struggled with for years. And in that struggle I have tried everything I could with my own power. And now knowing that it hasn't worked with me controlling the problem, though at times it feels like the only thing I can control in my life, I find that God wants me to address this issue not just for myself, but also for my daughter who is a type 1 diabetic and it is challenging us to change what I desire to eat. Otherwise, I am now a single parent, who is being sued for divorce, and is trying to understand God and the callings and pulls He puts in my heart.
