Today has been a day of mixed feelings and even blessings. I was so blessed with the fact of a 2 hour delay on having to wake up. And I felt blessed, more accomplished, to be able to clear out the trash collection that seems to pile up in my car. I just can't ever seem to manage to keep my car clean. But it is also a blessing that it is my car... free and clear. And yet today I am struggling because the road blocks seem to be stacking much higher than the blessings. And yet it is sad why those road blocks exist. I am facing the fall out of the fact that in order to try to save the house I own with my husband. So despite the fact that I was trying to keep the house... cover the taxes. That plan backfired and taught me a great deal. First don't expect people to pay rent, heat your house... even if they are renting it and living in it. Second... don't expect them to take responsibility for anything they break... And finally after they have stolen from you in many ways... don't be shocked when they move out without telling you... and then drop right into your lap that the you break it you fix it doesn't count for them, even though they signed the lease... and they leave your house with a broken water pipe. So no water inside the house and they will try the best they can to clean without the water. And that today has threatened to rain on my day. And yet at the same time I was told that my baby is keeping up and is doing amazing with her school work. And that was one blessing I dearly needed to hear today. Because so much was pulling me down.
#thankful #Jan2014 #NewYear #Blessings
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