Six donuts and a chocolate milk shake later... I am calm and ready to deal with the world. Okay it wasn't just that. It also was a night out. And before the world thinks I abandoned my baby... I didn't. She was taken care of. I just needed to reconnect to Celebrate Recovery. It goes beyond what most people would think something like AA is. And for me it is much more. It lifts my spirit and lets me focus on God. And when things are rough that is just what I need. And today a junk filled night. And while I hit myself over the head for eating all that junk. I just am not ready to face what I am dealing with in donuts and a milk shake.
And yet today... I am thankful for Celebrate Recovery. It has been a balm to my soul these past two years in dealing with the aftermath of Domestic Violence and the process of accepting the divorce. And you don't need something so great to deal with. It is a safe place to focus on God... Pray for others... And realize that we are never alone. And that is what I need reminded of when I feel like I am stuck in a valley in this life. It shows me where the mountain top is... and while I still don't know the exact path... I can see I am still moving forward!!!!
#thankful #Jan2014 #NewYear #Blessings
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